Restless and Tired

i'm restless agn. maybe i need another trip. doesnt have to be out of the country. i'd settle for anywhere around the Phils. just need a change of scenery. the influx of new people in my life has been constant. they are smart young women..in need of good conversation, some LGBT education. bt what makes me bored all of a sudden. maybe i'm just tired. simply tired of trying so hard to make myself happy..tired of chasing too many things..tired of doing what is expected of a mature person..when i just wanna be childish, self-centered, and insensitive. -2/21/07