Ending It

i wonder what it's like to be the one to say goodbye. what exactly do you have to say to send a clear message? as james ingram said, "there's no easy way to break somebody's heart.." jimmy bondoc likewise said, "let me be the one...so you don't have to make excuses." i wonder what it feels like to watch her cry as you deliver your " it's not you, it's me.." speech. sure i am happy for now..but not knowing WHEN it will end (which i'm sure it will anyway) is killing me! just want to be the one to say goodbye this time...that way i decide when i'm ready. -2/21/07