Stories of AngLadlad

From the very beginning, the idea of AngLadlad as a representative of the Filipino LGBT Community was a controversial one. Even when it was first conceptualized by Danton as “Lunduyan”, there was some feedback that certain members of the LGBT Advocacy Movement did not support it. Ironic that they didn’t seem keen on an LGBT Party List back then, even when LGBT activists already realized the importance of legislative advocacy and lobbying as a tool for promoting LGBT rights.

In fairness to Danton, he consulted the LGBT Community several times and offered them this opportunity for greater political participation. He went to the organized LGBT groups whose members were also veteran NGO workers in their own right, and had sufficient experience working for marginalized sectors. However, most of them were already affiliated with other political parties or party lists. This, we did not begrudge them of course, since for some, this political connection was also their source of livelihood.

Lunduyan’s Constitution was revised exhaustively prior to its being finalized. It was the basis for the organizational structure and composition of the different committees and designated officers, as well as the organization’s future platform. Upon being told that “Lunduyan” was being confused with a child rights’ NGO and does not really “sound” LGBT, Danton asked us for a term that would have better “recall”.

It was at a party at Malu’s place that I pointed out to him, “Danton, you are best known for your books…the Ladlad series. That word clearly identifies as LGBT.” “But that starts with “L”, Danton replied. “We would be listed further down the ballot that people won’t see us. It should start with an “A”, he insisted. I answered, “So put “Ang” before Ladlad, so it is more empowering. It will sound like we are claiming the right “to unfurl” ourselves as the Filipino LGBT Community.” “Oo nga, ano,” Danton said. I didn’t realize then that he would take me so seriously, just as I didn’t think Malu and the rest of LEAP would consider my suggestion to call our community/social support group as “LEAPunan” before.

From then on, Danton and the rest of the gang, Bemz included, proceeded to get the organization registered with the SEC. It’s first national convention in 2006 in anticipation of the 2007 elections, was held in UP Diliman and was well-attended by LGBT advocates albeit the very limited funds. While Angie labored over our petition for partylist accreditation, we didn’t expect the outright denial the COMELEC would give us on the basis of some technicality – that we failed to prove national membership or enough regional representation. (In truth, this was because we refused and failed to give the amount which was required of us of some powers that be.)

Yet we took this in stride, waited for another three years and proceeded to do some groundwork at the provincial level. We contacted old friends in the LGBT network and reconnected with them. We sought the new and emerging LGBT groups around the country to help us build chapters. Through it all, some people left us while others joined in. It was fortunate that for those who remained steadfast in their beliefs, they continued to be the true “anchors” of AngLadlad.

For me, the vision is very clear. AngLadlad sought partylist accreditation to get recognition that the Filipino LGBT Community is a marginalized sector deserving of better political participation. AngLadlad seeks to represent the Filipino LGBTs in Congress because it realizes the significance of having one’s own voice in political arena, because only then can we influence laws and policies that will affect us. AngLadlad knows that this is an opportunity for the LGBT Advocacy Movement for promoting LGBT rights and achieving the equality and respect we have yearned for so long already.

I can only hope that other Filipino LGBTs see these reasons as clearly as we do.