Scrooge-Grinch 2009

There are several reasons why I have no Xmas spirit this year; not that I ever had enough holiday gusto anyway. Firstly, I have been afflicted by a chronic cold and cough since November. I have dragged myself to work and social functions even when I had a recurring fever and sore throat. I finally sought medical intervention yesterday because I was afraid my broncho-pneumonia had returned with a vengeance. I was diagnosed with acute pharyngitis with a complication of my asthma. Our holidays won't be the same either, with the recent loss of our beloved Hannahgirl. We had wanted to bring her to the annual Pride March and had her red costume ready. But she was so unwell then that we decided not to take her after a visit with the vet. Right after the parade, we rushed home to take her for emergency treatment. She was diagnosed with a bleeding ulcer and a severe cold. 2 days on IV and her tummy was so distended, the vet conducted another lab test. It was discovered that there was a problem with her female reproductive organs and immediate surgery was required. It cost us a lot, but Jeni wouldn't have it any other way. Hannah survived the surgery but her infection had spread, and she died last December 9th.In the light of the global economic crisis, everyone had problems with finances. Although, my employment was sufficiently protected by the fact that I was in government service, my salary still suffered the impact nevertheless. Holiday blessings also seemed to come on the short end. It didnt help that I missed out on the raffle draw because I had to finish a rush job for the OSEC..(F,,,ck..ng golf and country clubs!) As a result, I left the office party early in disgust and frustration.Jeni refuses to fall into a holiday depression though. She cheerfully trekked to Quiapo to shop for cheap Xmas gifts. With our limited resources, she decided to engage in a little commercial enterprising and sold Xmas brownies and designer chocolates. She managed to coerce me into becoming her marketing arm and I had to squeeze in selling duties in between my office work and social engagements.I am grateful for the Xmas gifts I've received though. My officemates have remained generous despite being similarly cash-strapped as I am. I was surprised that business entities I have dealt with during the year have also remembered me this holiday season. But in my present health condition, I had to skip on the usual XMas parties. I hope I somehow "pick up emotionally" before Xmas...otherwise, I'd surely miss out on all the fun and excitement.